12.31.09
Happy Hour
越多的酒精越不能麻醉.
是因為要想的太多抑或是想不了的太多?!?!?!
無論如何, 一班人真心分享的確難能可貴.
How to cross the ocean … ?!
“You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.” - Christopher Columbus.
12.26.09
House Warming + Christmas Party with Sweeties@Boxing Day
好似好耐都無試過交換聖誕禮物喇, 不過開心又有乜所謂.
多謝大家欣賞我O既CHEESECAKE 同木糠布甸 
Thanks all the Sweeties :0)
師傅與徒弟之聖誕有個約會
今晚跟左師傅去食Christmas Dinner. 好開心呀
你一直都係我事業上的role model, 因為我好欣賞你勁 professional, knowledgeable, capable, charismatic, devoted, caring … … 我心目中十項全能的老闆.
見到而家的你比以前更精神爽利, 更朝氣勃勃, 更懂得享受生活, 我真係好開心同好放心. 因為我之前真係好驚你做野會做到死 >< .
好多謝你一直以來都咁錫我, 我知道無你我無今日. 雖然今日我冇同你仔細講我而家面對的困境, 不過見到你好想幫我出頭的樣已經令我成個人抒懷哂.
好多時候, 知道有人撐自己已經好足夠.
我一直都記得你曾經跟我說很想我有一天能獨當一面. 我會努力的, 放心啦師傅. 所謂名師出高徒
P.S. 我開始覺得我而家的”寸”都係唔覺唔覺O係你度學返黎. 不過, 你真係好寸得起
從台灣來的聖誕禮物
好高興一句”好想食太陽餅同鳳梨酥”就有得食
就算給你說任性都沒所謂了.
不過, 最感動的是你在深宵時份給我的三小時.
真的很重要的三個小時.
其實, 那個晚上我很怕, 因為你毫不留情地要我去想我最不願意去想的事情.
放心, 你很快可以見到一個找回自己的我.
P.S. 你對我的好已經是一份很好的聖誕禮物. Thanks JC.
12.20.09
Love … …
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” ~ Mother Teresa.
BirTHday GAtherING @2009.12.19
7個女仔依舊係嘈喧巴閉, 吱吱喳喳咁過左一晚.
近來壓力很大的我, 終於又可抖一口氣.
相信笑永遠都是減壓的良藥.
P.S. Thanks May Chan, Angie, May Law, Wun Wun, Mimi, Renee.
Happy Birthday to May Law
12.19.09
彭秀慧<月球下的人> 2009.12.18
晚上看了彭秀慧的《月球下的人》的第一場, 笑著臉進場, 淚著眼離開.
為何一剎那間之後, 我會變得脆弱起來.
不過, 要面對的又怎會逃得了.
問題一天還沒有解決, 它只會從不同的形式下不斷的造訪.
在這, 想分享三句很觸動我的對白.
~ 一句”學懂珍惜那份追求的勇氣比安全降落更難做到“把我狠狠地剌得最痛.
一路走來, 都把自己路規劃得妥妥當當.
原來, 別人眼中的平步青雲反而令我泥足深陷於最逼真的假像.
所有計劃式的穩當令我的夢與想都埋葬在表面風光之下.
曾經的一團火如今又跑到那去?!?!?!
~ “取笑他人的夢想是多無知”感到份外孤單.
看見不少身邊人猶豫, 懷疑, 冷眼的眼神比起當頭棒喝的搬弄是非更令我心淡.
究竟懂我的人又去了那兒?!?!?!
~”我沒有忘記, 如果飛翔就是尋找美好, 讓我們繼續飛吧” .
還是那句: I believe I can FLY~!!!
P.S.
- 多謝Mimi陪我同行, 有太多事都不用多說.
- 看到一個80歲的婆婆在玩跳傘的片段, 又再一次見證夢與想飛行.
- 最後, 很佩服及欣賞彭秀慧, 一場很觸動的獨腳戲.
12.17.09
what’s left now?
When it comes, it comes.
When it goes, it goes.
So what’s left now???
Tomorrow is out of our control where we only can grasp the present.
So let’s Seize the day and Enjoy every moment that is filled with love.
~ afterthought of the conversation between me and Ruby.
Down to Earth
I am indeed quite down to earth. Just sometimes not belongs to the group of majority.
where I only prefer
- musicals to pop songs
- books to TV programme
- Economist to entertainment magazines
- Michaelangelo to Keith Haring
but I still enjoy facebooking, chatting, shopping, … etc
So No fascination please.
Dependent Independence
Many people said I am an independent & mature gal…taking care of many things well on my own.
Well…it’s true for certain extent.
I guess I will take care of my work and stuff around well….but seems i don’t take care of myself too well.
Finally I realized that I have been too dependent on my family and closed friends to share my psychological and emotional burden.
Anyway, you’ll know if you are stayed closed enough with me.
It’s no doubt that we are all connected and co-dependent in certain way so to live in a better way, but sometimes it really don’t make me feel so comfortable when I emotionally depend on others so much.
Things are happening in such a fast, varied and dynamic way, which many things are out of my control and expectation. Btw, the world does not work in a way to align with my expectation, but I have to manage my expectation to fit the world.
In most of the casess, it’s not really abt stress not difficulties, but all abt understanding and support.
